Excitment!

The wait is almost over. On December 18th i will get my engagement ring from michael. I'm so excited about it. The school year is flying buy which makes me so happy because i will be moving to missouri to be with him in june. his mom has decided that she is going to throw us an engagement party and then we will have engagement pictures made. im so happy with him and I'm so ready to be with him i love him so much. I Love You Michael A. Phillips!!!!! <3 xoxoxo

Forbidden Love

They were in love, more than you could know. She thought of no one more than him, He looked at no one else but her. Their love was strong, but forbidden, for she was a princess and he was a servant. Her father was entirely against her love for anyone else than the prince he wanted her to marry. So the princess kept her love with the servant boy a secret, locked away in her heart. They shared glances of lust across the room as he served them their meals everyday. At night she'd sneak out of her room and slip into his. They'd spend hours in each others embrace, looking into each others eyes, until light started to pour into the room.
when she'd return to her own bedroom chambers, and sleep, dreaming that one day they could soon be together.One night they were together he told her he loved her more than anything and how he wished they could be together, out in the open and not hidden away. She kissed him and told him she'd one day be all his. The morning after, she sat at her piano playing delecatly her favourite melodys. She oh so loved to play the piano, she played for him, her love came out in her music.It made her feel alive to play these songs for him.
He walked into the room and was dazzled once again by her beauty and couldn't help but to walk over and stand with her, feeling the melody's together. He sat with her on the piano chair, and came close to her, pressing his lips onto her cheek, then whispering "I love you princess". She smiled and continued to play. That same night she slipped into his room again, they embraced again, but this time took it further, they made love for the first time in the moonlight. Next day had arose and she was still in his room. The king entered the princess's room to find her missing. "Find her!" he yelled to his guards. They searched the rooms until they came to the servant boy's room, the door flung open and the king stormed in to see her laying in his arms. They awoke in fright, the king snatched the princess away yelling "it is forbidden." She was taken to her chambers and locked away. The servant boy was sentenced to death, without her knowledge, until days later the king returned to unlock her doors. She cried for hours over the death of her love, before returning to her piano, where she found a single rose laying over the keys, with a note attached saying You will be all mine now, for in spirit i can be with you always. I love you.

give her one of your t-shirts to sleep in.

give her one of your hoodies to wear so everyone knows shes yours.

leave her cute text/notes.

tell her she looks beautiful.

look into her eyes when you talk to her.

let her mess with your hair.

touch her hair.

just walk around with her.

FORGIVE her for her MISTAKES.

look at her like she's the only girl you see.

tickle her even when she says stop.

when she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her.

let her fall asleep in your arms.

get her mad, then kiss her.

stay on the phone with her even if shes not saying anything

tease her and let her tease you back.

stay up all night with her when she's sick.

watch her favorite movie with her.

let her wear your clothes.

when she's sad, hang out with her.

let her know she's important.

kiss her in the pouring rain.

when you fall in love with her, tell her.

and when you tell her, love her like you've never lovedsomeone before.

and,when she runs up at you crying...the first thing you say is..."who's ass am i beating today?"

Crush

Whenever our eyes meet,

My heart beatsJust a little faster.
Whenever I see you staring at me,

My head spinsJust a little quicker.
Whenever I talk to you,

My world getsJust a little brighter.
When you laugh at something I say,

My grin gets Just a little wider.
I try not to let on,

but I still blushwhen I see you.
And that’s alright by me.

his final words

She loved him, She really did. But every one told her, She was just a kid. But day after day,Week after week, She fought for her love, That she dared to seek. A young man, With fire in his eyes, Fell in love with a girl, And she became his prize. And week after week,Year after year, He fought for his love That he held so dear. Days were hard, Nights were cold. But what kept them going Was having the other to hold. But she received a message, One fateful night. Her true one, true love Had been in a fight. He was walking down on alley,On his way to her house,When three men approached him,Quiet as a mouse. Before he knew it, He was facing a gun. He began to panic, There was no where to run. the boy threw a punch And caught one in the face. He took off on foot, It became a race. they shot once, shot twice, He was shot through the knee. Pain clouded his mind, he couldn't see. Coming upon him, they shot at his heart, But lights flashed around them And they started to dart. At this point the police, Who had heard the gun shot, Contained the three men, of which they daringly caught. Lying on the ground, Caught up in his pain, He said these last words, As his blood quickly drained. ''Tell her I'm sorry, She'll not see me, Tell her I love her, we were suppose to be. Tell her she's special, Tell her she's witty. Tell her I adore her, Tell her she's pretty. Tell her she's my one love, The girl I want to marry. But I guess when they deal out love, Results may vary.''

love forever

She asked him if he thought she was pretty, and he said. . .no. She asked him if he would want to be with her forever. . . and he said no. She then asked him if she were to leave would he cry? And once again once again he replied with a no. She had heard enough. As she walked away, tears steaming down her face the boy grabbed her arm and pulled her to him and wispered into her ear. . . You're not pretty, you're beautiful. I don't want to be with you forever. I NEED to be with you forever, and I wouldn't cry if you left me. . . I would die.

love me

when you love someone its hard for you to let them go, when you love someone you tell them everything, when you love someone you trust them with your heart and they trust you with theirs. you may shed many tears over a single person but they are not worth your tears the one that is will never make you cry, yes you will have a hard time and you may want to cry but they keep you happy so that you never shed a tear. when you are in love nothing else really matters at all. I Love You Michael Phillips!!

my love

Okay so it has been three amazing years with the absolute best guy ever. Michael Phillips is the sweetest most respectful guy i have ever met. We have been dating for the past three years and i have never been happier. I plan to move to Springfield to be with him this June after graduation to be with him and to start college. My summer will be the best summer i have ever had because it will be a new begining to a wonderful forever. We will be getting engaged officially in late June and im so excited. Michael's mom is planning us an engagement party for when i get there its going to be awesome. He means the world to me and i mean the world to him. I love him greatly.